Section 1.1: Reflecting on the Past

In my early twenties, I began my journey as a programmer at a local tech firm. Although I didn't particularly enjoy my role, I dedicated myself to mastering a technology that, while now outdated, was once seen as groundbreaking. On the last Friday of the month, human resources delivered the news that I was being let go. The HR representative, who had always been friendly, now seemed detached and impersonal, delivering a cold speech about company needs as I signed paperwork and received a severance check.

If you think back to your twenties, you might agree that this is a fragile age—where rejection feels profoundly personal. The feeling of inadequacy can overshadow any financial concerns.

In his memoir, Barack Obama discusses the aggressive nature of political campaigns, where discrediting opponents is commonplace. While it may be understood as part of the game, it often feels deeply personal.

I internalized my layoff as a personal failure, a painful blow at a sensitive time. This was my first experience with unemployment, and fast forward to today, I find myself in a similar situation again on February 28, 2024. While I was not entirely caught off guard—having sensed the impending change for months—the news hit hard, feeling like a punch to the gut.

However, this time around, I bring two valuable tools to the table: my projects and the insight that comes with age.

Section 1.2: The Importance of Projects

Why are projects vital in challenging times? To illustrate this, I turn to the wisdom of Roberto Gómez Bolaños, a beloved figure in Spanish-language entertainment.

Known as "Chespirito," he was a multi-talented Mexican comedian and writer, celebrated for his significant contributions to humor and entertainment. Despite his later fame, Gómez Bolaños faced struggles early in his career, stating, “Everything happened to me late in life.” He encourages us by asserting that age is irrelevant as long as we have projects to pursue.

This philosophy resonates with me now as I navigate unemployment at 49. I have numerous projects and ideas that keep me motivated and my mind engaged. Although I may not know which will succeed, I am committed to pursuing them. Projects provide a sense of purpose and fulfillment, allowing me to channel my worries into productive efforts.

Here are some of my current projects:

• AWS Study Group: I organized a weekly program for about 20 individuals seeking basic AWS certification, focusing on non-technical roles.
• Obsidian Vault: I am creating a resource vault that will help others in their certification studies.
• Photography: I enjoy exploring street and architectural photography, sharing my work on an Instagram account.
• CloudGuru Subscription: I've invested in my tech skills through an annual subscription to CloudGuru.
• Improving English: As a Spanish speaker, I take private lessons and write in English to enhance my skills.
• Drawing: I engage in watercolor painting and doodling for relaxation.
• Knowledge Management: I explore various note-taking systems to enhance my understanding of effective learning.
• Exercise and Nutrition: I'm conscious of both my physical and mental well-being.
• Reading: I have a passion for literature, particularly scientific and historical novels.

I also continue to apply for new job opportunities, confident in my skills and experience.

Section 2.1: Embracing Gray Hair

Gray hair symbolizes the wisdom gained through life experiences. It reflects self-assurance, a mixture of achievements and setbacks, and the essence of who you are. These silver strands represent how we confront life’s unexpected twists, such as sudden unemployment at nearly 50.

In my twenties, I often felt that my inexperience could have led to my dismissal. Now, I recognize that such decisions are typically driven by business dynamics rather than personal failings. My current perspective allows me to see this situation not with fear, but as a challenge and an opportunity for growth.

I appreciate your time in reading this. Your support is invaluable, and I invite you to share your thoughts and feedback. Let’s keep this dialogue going!