# My Confidence Journey: From Fear to Empowerment Through Writing
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Chapter 1: Embracing the Challenge
Last year, I made the decision to turn my passion for writing into a source of income. To achieve this, I enrolled in a freelance journalism course to deepen my understanding of the field. My first assignment was to craft an article that felt far beyond my capabilities, and I almost gave up. However, I persevered and learned the importance of pushing through discomfort.
I recognized that I needed to step out of my comfort zone by consistently producing and sharing my work. This led me to create an account on Medium. Prior to this, I had shared some of my earlier articles on Elephant Journal, where one of my pieces received a boost. Although I didn’t see immediate financial rewards, I felt honored by the recognition. Yet, I struggled to connect with that platform and often felt isolated.
In September 2022, I turned my focus to Medium, publishing several articles related to my assignments and coaching posts to enhance my confidence and maintain consistency. At that time, I wasn’t a member of the Medium Partner Program (MPP) and wrongly assumed that being a UK resident would hinder me. In truth, this was merely a manifestation of my fear of inadequacy.
I completed my course in April, but it wasn't until July that I joined the MPP. My initial earnings amounted to just 59 cents. This left me feeling disheartened, despite having written about enjoying the creative journey regardless of financial success. I pushed through my doubts, continued writing and reading, and managed to earn $8.97 in August.
Chapter 2: Finding Courage in Vulnerability
I've always harbored a dream of writing a book about my life, but I felt apprehensive about sharing my story on Medium. This changed when I came across an article by another writer detailing her experiences with childhood trauma, which inspired me to embrace vulnerability and share my own narrative. I was eager to connect with readers by being more open and genuine in my writing.
I became an official member of Medium in mid-September. Before this, I had been unable to access the publication briefs, so I self-published all my articles, including the ones that received boosts. Since my work rarely gained traction, I often revisited my pieces to refine them, seeking ways to enhance their flow and polish. My thoughts can be scattered, and this process helps me create a more cohesive final product.
Chapter 3: A Moment of Triumph
Recently, I received two emails from Medium within a span of two hours, notifying me that my articles had been selected for a boost. I had read that this could feel like winning the lottery for writers on the platform, and I found myself dancing around my apartment with joy. The second email left me astonished and filled with gratitude.
While I aim to generate income through my writing, this experience validated the effort I put into learning how to format and refine my work, as well as discover my voice. The boost not only resulted in an additional $180 but also reinforced the value of trusting my writing instincts.
The articles that received boosts explored themes of childhood dysfunction and the chaos that followed. I aspire to be a beacon of hope for readers, encouraging them to see that even in the darkest moments, there is always light at the end of the tunnel. We uncover our true selves when we confront the challenges life throws our way. Thanks to this boost, I received countless messages of kindness and support. I now understand the significance of sharing our stories to combat shame and foster unity among people.
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The second video, "Confidence Hacks: 7 Ways to Instantly Boost Your Self-Esteem," shares practical strategies for enhancing self-worth and overcoming self-doubt.
Thank you for taking the time to read my story. I wish you all the best on your own writing journey.
Much love,
Chantal